The Song I am Desperate for You is one of the most special. There is an amazing story behind this song. I was at the Shavuot conference in Jerusalem. I was longing for God's touch, and asking Him to give me a new song of love for Him.

I went towards the stage, as I wanted the preacher to pray for me. This preacher was a very godly man and I loved when he prayed for me. So I was looking forward to hear the words of his prayer for me. But as soon as i came a little closer to him and he stretched out his hands towards me, I felt that I could not stand, I fell down. It was pretty strange for me, suddenly to see myself on the floor. I tried to get up as quickly as possible, while the preacher said: "Just stay there, accept it..." But I got up and went back to my place. Suddenly I felt the Holy Spirit fell on me and amazing joy and peace filled my heart. I cried, but not because of sadness. These were tears of Joy. Suddenly I saw a picture, it was a vision. I saw a bride. She was amazing, even though I have not seen her face, but I knew that she was incredibly beautiful. Her dress was made of divine light that was so shiny and warm.  While I was looking at the bride, I heard a voice inside of me telling: "This is you, Oxana, this how I see you and this how I love you"  I started crying more and more; deep peace and real feeling of complete happiness fell on me. It was such an amazing experience! This was the day when God gave me this song!